Motherhood & Work

Now that I have been thrown into motherhood, it is finally time for me to go back to work.  No one ever said it would be easy, but I also never thought I would have such a profound effect on me.  The thought of leaving Jase for someone else to take care of just breaks my heart.  

I do not want to miss all the little things I get to experience with him as he changes so quickly, being here with him all day just makes me happy.  Of course there are days where I cannot wait for Daddy to get home because he has had enough of me, but I would not change that for the world.  I know that my mom worked & my husbands mom worked, so I just need to suck it up, I do have a good job & excellent insurance, I just work so far away.  

I hope that with this new working & motherhood journey I am also able to write more, I started this blog to help me with what happened to my mom as well as help me not be so bored when I was put on bed rest.  It seems that I just have not had much motivation to write all the time, but I am hoping that it changes.  Work brings new schedules, new wake up times, new times going to bed and a whirlwind of newness, I hope I get to share it.